Baby i'm sorry.. There's really no word for me to say now except for sorry. I dunno how to express what i'm feeling now as i'm not good in words, but i'm feeling alot. I feel bad and guilty. I dun want you to stop trusting me. I dun want you to find trusting me is hard. But I know it'll be hard on you. That's why I won't blame you if you're feeling this way. Sorry.. I'm so lost, when I dunno how to tell you what I feel. I'll just keep it in my heart and dunno how to express. When I ask you to sit under my block and we talk, I have alot to say, But I dunno how to. Sorry is the only word.. So sorry baby. Sorry..

ARHHHH BABYYY!

Guess what time is it now and i'm still studying? It's 1.25am!! I cannot take it liao. The stress is piling up.. :(

ANYWAY! HAPPY 3 MTH AND 1 DAY! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Thank you baby, for everything! Everything including nagging ok! Hehehe.

Wo Ai Ni! okkk! i'm going study alrd! muaacks! good night!

hi baby! i'm not sure why cant i upload and i've forgotten how to upload video. but still, i would want you to listen to this. muacks, i love you baby! happy 3rd month..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KqCN8lF3FCE&feature=related

been a long time since we blog.. chat on the phone, texts msges that will make each other smile.

bi, your test is coming and hope you will really focus on studying and do well for your test. jia you bah.. best of luck and i love you..

OMG BABY! I MISS EVERYTHING THAT YOU LISTED TOO! Seriously all those memories just flashed through one by one while reading it. From how shy we are till like this, giving me instant deaf and just pinch my face as and when you like and also the force exerted to my cheeks ah, can just make my face as red as the blusher. Hahahaha. FAKE!!

Anyway it's true that last time even though those small things can alrd make us so happy. Like meeting to eat ice cream, i'm contented alrd. Even now I also contented with what I have ok! :D

Thank you for making me such a happy girl now(:

Giving me all I want, listening to me whining and complaining the same thing over again, get unhappy over small things, put up with my rubbish, hear my story, helping me decide things when i'm so fickle minded like : 'what to eat or shld I do my nails or what to wear to school', waiting for my sms or call, accompany me during my work break even for that hour, sending me home after work even for that hour plus. Whatever it is, thank you for putting up with me and give in to me and love me always! (:

I LOVE YOU! I WANT TO THANK YOU! SO MUCH THANK TO SAY TO YOU! Hehehehe.

Baby, no more instant deaf pls, ko yi ma?

Qin ai de bibi. Wo zai zhe xiang gao su ni, rang ni zhi dao wo you duo xiang ni..

1. i miss your touch

2. i miss seeing your smile

3. i miss pinching your cheek

4. i miss kissing your lip

5. i miss messing up your hair

6. i miss smelling you

7. i miss hugging you

8. i miss holding your hand

9. i miss the voice of "mmmm baby"

10. i miss eating ice cream with you

11. i miss choosing veg for each other

12. i miss giving you instant deaf

13. i miss kissing your forehead

14. i miss touching your nose with my nose

15. i miss leaving remaining on your face

16. i miss looking in your eyes

17. i miss how we msg whole day

18. i miss watching horror movie with you

19. i miss the day at the museum when we sat down and listened to music

20. i miss you applying nail polish to my last finger

21. i miss how we used to talk everynight, till we both bu she de sleep

22. i miss your "heart"

23. i miss watching movie with you

24. i miss the day at hospital with you when we first hold hand

25. i miss how you surprised me at my doorstep

26. i miss the first movie, toy story.

27. i miss giving you crane

28. i miss walking with you at the bridge after minting's baby birthday

29. i miss the maggi that you cooked

30. i miss you feeding me mcdonald while im driving

31. i miss holding your hand while im driving

32. i miss hearing your voice when you jus wake up

33. i miss you saying "good morning"

34. i miss the first time i ate toriQ with you, while standing.

35. i miss you holding me while i had my shot

36. i miss lying down with you

37. i miss taking neo print with you

38. i miss eating and shopping at ikea with you

39. i miss the first post that you posted in this blog

40. i miss your first "tattoo" kiss

41. i miss wrapping my arm around you

42. i miss the way you helped me to search for private school

43. i miss web camming with you

44. i miss how simple things can make us both happy

45. i miss the day you accompanied me to buy phone

46. i miss the first time you went to mt house

47. i miss the first time i met you after so long

48. i miss the first time eating at your house

49. i miss how we start talking back after so long

50. i miss how naturally we first kissed on lip

51. i miss how we spent 13 hour together for the first time

52. i miss how i surprised you, hugged you and kissed you when you're going home after shannon house

53. i miss the first time going temple to pray with you

54. i miss washing bike with you

55. i miss the first ride at the car park with you

56. i miss you telling me that you miss me

57. i miss you singing making love out of nothing at all with me

58. i miss eating at china town and we walked to clark quay to have ice cream

59. i miss asking you "sharon, can i pinch your face?"

60. i miss how we are now baby.

seriously baby, i just miss you.

ko yi ma?

Last night was great. I enjoyed myself and had a good time.

Do you still remember what i've told you, that if there is a day where i can eat at your house and chat with your parent and i'll be really contented? You know, i do, i'm really happy. I like to stand at your balcony because it always makes me feel like smiling. I thank god for the precious and priceless moment. I felt blessed..

这种感觉从来不曾有, 左右每天思绪每一次呼吸.

心被占据却苦无厌, 是你让我着了迷.
给了甜蜜又保持距离,而你潇洒来去玩爱情游戏.

我一天天失去勇气,偏偏难又难忘记.
等等为你心有独钟,因为爱过才知情多浓.
浓得发痛在心中, 痛全是感动.
我是真的真的与众不同.
真正为你心有独钟, 因为有你世界变不同.
笑我太傻太蒙懂或爱得太重.
只为相信我自己能永远对你心有独钟.

Gap

i do felt surprised baby, i cant believe that i am actually watching my girlfriend right infront of me when i thought it would be nice if she was right here beside me.

i am so blur and dont know what to order at bali thai, but luckily you know how to. cos whenever it come to food, you're expert in it. i salute you! cos of you, i had a wonderful dinner. thank you for acc me to buy flower for your mum. im happy that she accepted it and your dad ask me to sit with you guys. great isnt it?!

baby, i want to thank you again for the gap t shirt. its so nice and i love it very much. thank you! i hope to hold you soon.. and i hope it would be real soon. happy 2nd month baby! i love you!

time will stop if we take out the battery in the clock next time..

HAHOHEWEWO!

Good Afternoon baby!

Thank you for the dinner last night! Hahaha. Super full until today morning, stomach still bloated! See how much I enjoyed my dinner last night! Hehe. My mum likes the flower(: And I feel that my dad is ok with you! He still ask you to sit down leh leh leh! But you this act shy boy no. 1 rejected. Hehe. Baby! It's true that everytime we meet, the clock doesn't tick, it zoom! How I wish the clock can exchange when i'm with you and when i'm working. If it's the other way round, i'll love to work! :p

I just drank the milk you bought, it taste weirdddd......... ~.~

Hehe. Your mum friendly hor baby, nice to see her! B)

OK!! I'M GOING TO CLEAN THE FLOOR AND BATHE AND OFF TO MEET YOU! WHOOHOOOO! SEE YOU! MUAACKS!

Hi baby, im sorry that i didnt know that you blogged. i was busy nowaday, but this is not an excuse. sorry..

Yeh baby, thank you for trying to surprise me. it doesnt matter if you really surprised me or what. its the effort that count. i really appreciate it alot. your thought of making me happy or surprising me can already touched me. so dont worry if you failed. my heart still feels for it. so thank you baby..

i am happy that you can feel what i wanted to say from my heart or how i feels toward you. i guess, by now you should know how much i can feel for you, and im amazed by myself. The way when i get jealous and sometimes when i keep nagging about the same thing. i couldn't help it myself. my body, my heart show that i am jealous even though i tried to control them. im sorry if this really ruin your mood or anything. you find that i can nag on certain thing for alot of times its because i am afraid that you might be forgetting it when you are enjoying or having fun with your friends. i didnt treat you like you're are young. i jus feel that you are always forgetful and careless. baby, if you feel that i am ruining your mood or you dislike my behavior, please let me know. i'll change.

baby, yesterday was fun fun fun. from the moment i met you, the fastest clock in the world start ticking. i love to walk in a mall with you where we can see stuff and buy food to eat whenever we want to. i can look for clothes and you are there to help me see if im handsome with it =D. i love to eat with you, whenever im with you i find that i can eat alot and what i want to eat i would go for it. the feeling is nice.

baby when we are leaving my house. there are a few times when im sad and i felt she bu de. i always thought that " when will be the next time where i can actually see you again"..

anyway, last night was fun and i enjoyed myself. i love you baobei. muacks!

Hello baby! I love today! Thanks for keeping me company when I need, go to the place I want to eat the food I want. HAHAHA. ESPECIALLY WHEN WORDS ARE NOT SPOKEN, BUT I CAN FEEL IT.. THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME, AND YOUR ACTIONS, IT OVERTAKE WORDS. NO WORDS CAN DESCRIDE IT BABY.. THAT PERIOD OF TIME WAS LONG, BUT IT FEEL AS THOUGH IT'S SHORT.. BABY, SERIOUSLY, IT'S SO AMAZING HOW WE CAN DUN TALK BUT I FEEL ALOT, I FEEL THAT YOU'VE TOLD ME EVERYTHING FROM YOUR HEART, HOW YOU FEEL AND STUFF.. I CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE HOW I'M FEELING NOW! ALSO! DID I FAIL TO SURPRISE YOU?! HAHAHAHA. THIS SHOWS THAT I'M A BAD LIAR! HUAHUAHUA. MUAACKS! GOOD NIGHT! I LOVE YOU! (SORRY IT'S IN CAPS COZ I'M USING MY PHONE. THE FRONT PART WAS IN NORMAL FONTS COZ I HAVE TO PRESS 'SHIFT' EVERYTIME, YOU KNOW IT'S TIRING!) HEHE

Baby baby baby! We met today! You was wondering when we can meet again when I school reopen and so, I met you! Muaacks! Love cereal chicken and You! I'll love you more coz you're less oily and make me healthy! Hahahahahahahaha! JUST KIDDING! WILL I CHOOSE FOOD OVER YOU, HUH! Ok, I know you'll feel 'yah! you pig what'! WRONG WRONG WRONG!

Thank you for taking care of me when I was in pain and dui bu qi! Frighten you.. Hehe. Must let you scared a bit so you'll know my importance! :D XIE XIE NI for putting medicated oil on my tummy and temple, buy Milo for me when I want it, sit and fall asleep with me when I feel uncomfortable, being urgent of me be it small or big issue! LOVE YOU!

And pls lor! Dun thank me for listening you nagging.. It's not like you scold me then i'm listening patiently! NO ok! If that day come I won't be patient, i'll flare up! ROAR~~~ Hehe. No lah! The point is, you meant well, it's for my own good and you're just advising and asking me to do the correct thing. Ofcourse i'll listen to you right! TIO BO!(:

TODAY THE WEATHER SO HOTTTT! Make me feel like having headache plus the clothes i'm wearing can just kill me straight away! Heng ah, I strong, if not ah.............................................. 说笑而乙！^^

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR EVERYTHING! I LOVE YOU! MUAACKS!

bibi!
i know i know, you want to say that im " CW " right! bleah!
yeh baby, we spend the whole day together again! heh, i like the dim sum! it is my first time to the place! and well, i like it!

baby, i hate to see you in pain. if i can, i would take all the pain that you are going thu. i want to bear all the pain for you. don't worry baby! you"ll feel better tml. muacks. hehehe hope the ride wont scare you today! thank you for washing my bike with me. i feel blessed.

i feel that its been a long time since we watch movie together even tho the last one is erm? chen zhen? anyway the movie today not a very nice one right? like so draggy and so lame. the story line sooo omg, even my mum can do better! hehe. we'll go watch the movie that you wanted to watch all along when we can ok! wa, baby i failed to surprise you jus now. but its ok cos at least i tried.
luckily that your dad didnt say anything about today. so now we must show him that we will be back early and hope that he wont say anything and allow us to go out together more often..
you're going to start school nxt week. i dont know when can i get to see you. it makes me sad whenever i thought of it. but i hope it will be real soon till i see you again. ok baby, im going to bed now. ill paste the lyrics of the song " when i need you".. muacks baby. wo ai ni!


When I need you I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so wanna give you It's only a heartbeat away
When I need love I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day
Miles and miles of empty space in between us
The telephone can't take the place of your smile
But you know I won't be travelin' forever It's cold out but hold out and do I like I do
When I need you I just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so wanna give you babe It's only a heartbeat away It's not easy when the road is your driver Honey that's a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime
It's cold out but hold out and do like I do Oh, I need you
When I need love I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day
When I need you Just close my eyes
And you're right here by my side
Keeping me warm night and day I just hold out my hands I just hold out my hand
And I'm with you darlin' Yes, I'm with you darlin'
All I wanna give you It's only a heartbeat away
Oh I need you darling

ni hao ah qin ai de! shi ah, hao jiu mei blog le. yin wei wo men hen lan duo oh!

baby! hehe, i jus met louis and his hair are so so long! the clinic close already! so early right? there said it close at 830! its only 8 at then! omg, nvm im going back tml morning! i cant wait to see you tml! faster faster!
im happy that we went to ikea! we ate yummy foods at ikea! and now i got myself a new matress! woohoo! its super nice and i feel like sleeping! im very sleepy now.. i dont know why! baby take good care of your mum! must help her do housework ah! let her rest and i hope she will recover soon! baby! you sure look beautiful tonight! how i wish im there with you and your family.... imagine that we can hold our hand infront of everyone there! wouldnt it be nice? oh baby i wont tell you to enjoy yourself cos you told me that you dont really know him.. so, jus enjoy the food there! i love you ttm! a rose for you baby!

OMG BABY! OUR BLOG IS DYING! ROTTING! LET ME SAVE IT! HUAHUAHUA!

Okkkkkkk! It's been so long since we last blog. Was busy with work and you too, busy. So if we got free time, we'd rather laze on our bed than blogging right! Hahahaha. Anyway, xie xie ni for fetching me after work no matter what without fail. No matter if it's weekday or what time you finish work or how tired you are, you still come all the way to town. 我爱你！

Hehe. Enjoyed Beard Papa again ytd! YUM YUM YUM! And we ate at Ikea's CAfe. YUM YUM YUM YUM YUM x1000000000000000000.

FULL x1000000000000000000000000.

LOVE YOU x1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

Hello baby!

I'm happy that I can get to see you ytd! It's been so longgggg since we met..

Yepp! You finally ate it and i'm happy coz you get to try my fav food (pls dun say every food is my fav) Hahahahahaha.

Anyway, i'm really happy when I received your sms when i'm back from Malaysia, I guess there's 18 of them! You updated me like normal as if i'm in Singapore. Thank you, Hun!

Thanks for the slipper, I love it alot!

And sorry for disappointing you, I know heng my classmates are good ppl, if not gone case alrd, somemore in Malaysia. I AM SAFE AND GOOD BLOGGING NOWWWW! :D

OK! I HEARD YOUR CONFIDENT ANS YTD! I AM CONFIDENT FOR MY ANS THAT I'LL WAIT. NI YAO WORK HARD!

I LOVE YOU!

omg baby, i finally get to see you today. i am so happy when i 1st kissed you in fairprice!
i love going out with you today! i get to eat toriQ. bread papa. cup cup chicken! and we drank KOI! yes! everything is so tasty with you around! hehe, oh baby. your watch is nice after you changed the strap! it dont look childish anymore! i promise you that ill work hard already! you heard my firm answer right? be patience and wait for me baby! we will make it to taiwan someday! follow by london, paris, england so and many more! jus wait for me! ok basically, im totally happy to spend time with you today! i love you! muacks!

tml will be there day where you'll leave singapore. which means, i cant sense your presence anymore. i know you are only going for 3 days. i jus cant help to stop feeling. i cant stop thinking about you every 1 hour after we last talked, you are jus like my medicine that i need to take to calm myself down whenever it relapse.. i want to see you today, and i hope that you will come back fast. i need you. can you prescribe me some medicine before you leave or do you even have it? :(

HELLO HELLO HELLO KITTY!

你好！

Today is Saturday and I can't wait to see you later! It's 1pm now! Probably 3 more hours before I get to see you?

Yes baby, let's continue Ps I love you! I think that the ending will be nice, halfway alrd so touching, so I assume!

No, ofcourse I dun mind because I want to spend time with you too!

YAYYYYYY! Let's go NUM! Got 50% off, I want slipper! Hehe.

Not I want, I need it! :D

Anyway, I had mooncake ytd, the one my sis bought from Majestic Restaurant is nice! YUMYUMYUM!

It's with Durian filling. My sis also bought piglet with pandan and yolk. I swear it look cute that you dun even bear to cut it.. hehe

And I tell you, that Hello Kitty doesn't taste good at all!

好看不好吃！

Afterall, the piglet is still the best! Cute plus tasty! BUT! I nv regret buying the Hello Kitty, at least it's cute, wo xi huan!

baby baby baby i miss you!

i know that i need to go work and i cannot be like this. but i promise you that i wont be feeling this way after sept ends. hey baby, today was a good day for me. well, i should say the day will always be good whenever i get to meet you, get to spend time with you. i cant wait for saturday till i can get to see you again! i hope i can see you on sunday too! i want to see you whenever there is a chance! i dont want to feel regret.. we shall continue Ps i love you soon! cos i want to see what happen to her in the end! i wanted to fin the show de, but the duration is so long and i somehow feel that we can watch it some other time cos the show wont be running away! so i choose to spend time with you. hope you wont mind! baby, im blessed to have you. i want to thank you for all the effort and everything that you've done for me. i jus love you baby.

And the more i know you, the more i love you baby..

Hello baby! I want to be like this forever!

Yah! we went to Mt's house, I finally played with the baby. Hahahahaha. So cute! I'm going to squeeze him the next time we met. Huahuahua. EVIL!

I prayed for smth else too, when it really happen, i'm going back to xie xie the god.. I'm not going to tell you what is it! You know i'm super happy! I finally know how to cook instant noodle. IT'S SO DELICIOUS! YUMMY! I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF NOWWWWW!

Isn't it mouth-watering?

I cooked it again today coz it's so nice! But today the noodle not very nice, much more salty but it's still yummy coz I cooked it on my own! Hahahahahah. I WANT FROLICK WITH OREO TOPPING NOW!!

Let's go eat Frolick soon okkkkkk!

Oh man, you just called me to tell me you got speeding letter! Dun speed alrd ah! I know this time is because of me. NO MORE NEXT TIME OK! Let's hope this is the worse letter, nth worser than this ok! *I help you pray ah*

YESSAH! I'm going to have Chalet tmr, most probably.. Come find me ok! :D Let's have mai pian ji and wun ton mian!

{ Hun, I want to give you more surprises, not only this(: And what I said in the train, I really mean it. Hopefully there wouldn't be a day that I have to do it, coz I want you to be by my side till we're old.. Yes, all I want is you to be healthy, that's all. Everything comes after that.. I LOVE YOU! }

my sweetest baby. i want to share how i feel today, 12/09/10.

when i woke up this morning, i was wondering if it is possible to meet you for lunch or for a short walk. so i asked you. you replied that you cant. i felt abit sad and i jus stay on my bed all the while. shortly, my phone ring. it was from you baby. you told me that you are outside my house. i dont believe you so i went to check. and i saw you! you were there at my doorstep! you sure gave me a shock. i hugged you to make sure that you are real and i felt you! you are really there.

the time that we spent in my house were great. i enjoyed every moment of it. till now, i still cannot believe that you jus came like that!
yes, we went to minting's house. his mum saw you and i know that she is happy for me. her sis said you're cute and thats the fact baby! you are! we finally can play with the baby together. the dinner tonight was so so lor! i think the coffeeshop near my house is nicer. we shall go there eat again. mai pian ji! baby, we even went back to the temple to pray. i thanks the god. they allowed us to be together. i am so greedy that i asked for something again. when that thing happened and if i want to say thanks. probaly it would be in heaven..
those moment when we are going home, i feel that time passes so so so fast! i cant bear to let you go. i she bu de you! and i still cant believe that i actually can spend almost a day with you! in the train, after you've told me that thing. my heart melt, i want to cry. i was enduring! if feel that even if i cry, i wont feel embarrassed. i am amazed myself that i actually feel like crying. i can really feel that my heart is melting. at that point of time. i know that you are the one, you are the one that im going to fight my life for and spend the rest of my life with. you are indeed special. a someone so special that shred tears for me and jus want me to be healthy. someone that will hold my hand even though it has sweat on it. even though the finger look disgusting. someone that thinks that my scar is beautiful. someone who accepted my everything. you are amazing baby. i am so going to live my life with you! baby, I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you.. you touched my heart when you cried for me. muacks! baby, i want to keep this blog. i want to create the love story of our own. this blog will be kept till we are old. ok? its our story, our love story..

Hello baby.

yesterday plan was to go art museum and fort siloso. but, to me even if the plan had failed. i love yesterday too! the way you lie beside me... the way you looked at me... the way i touches your face.. how you want me to fall asleep like that? i cant you know..
baby, thank you for the neoprint. and this is my 2nd time of taking it. and im happy cos i took it with you! ill keep it till we are old! i promise..

i feel that even its your voice, i cant bear to let go. i mean i will nv have enough of your voice. thank you for waking me up everyday. i like it when its your sweet voice that is waking me up! today was a tiring day for me. but soon i forget all the tireness cos i met you after that. you are everything to me baby..

Hello baby!

I like how we lie down and chat, spending quality time together, instead of watching movie or going out, or else our attention will be diverted. Hahahahahha. You know i'm selfsh(:

I like how we talk non-stop and you're unable to fall asleep even though you're super tired.. SORRYYYYY! :D

And our plan of going out failed again! Second time alrd! Nvm, coz there's still plenty of time to work out our plan(: RIGHT!!

Hahahahaha. I am this selfsish. :>

I love you! ♥

你好啊我的亲爱的！我现在也在用电话来blog 因为我想打华文.比较浪漫,比较性感.哈哈.我想要告诉你,我很开心！我觉得这是我3年来最开心的一天了！我喜欢你为我煮腼,我喜欢你傻傻煮面的样子！我喜欢你看到我妈妈害羞的样子.我喜欢你的一切.我爱你,真的爱你了..我希望这不是梦.如果这是个梦.我起来的时候要的会凤掉！所以,我希望你能爱我一辈子.因为我对你的爱也是一辈子！对了宝贝, 你打错字了,应该是会,不是回...你看,你又傻傻了！真的让我深深的爱上你！

你好亲爱的！我今天很高兴！今天所发生的事，我都开心！我去到你的家，为你煮快熟面。。对不起，面没味道！哈哈！下次回更好！我看见你姐姐和妈妈，她们不会不喜欢我，我也很高兴！我也喜欢麦片鸡！Yum Yum! 谢谢你对我付出的爱，我爱你，宝贝！晚安！(我在用我的电话，写英文的时候回 CAPS，所以我就写华文！) 哈哈哈哈哈哈！

Hello! hehe!
oops... hehe again.. cos im happy! im so happy that you're finally mine~! and im going to tell the whole world that you, Sharon Teo is mine! omg, you called. so i'm going to call you now! hehe muacks!

I am going to tell you something.

my heart felt this way all the time.
i guess i jus cant help it.
sharon, im afraid that someday you will stop feeling this way.
so, i want to tell you how i feel right now..

ya, and i hope that you will always feel the same way too.
omg, you finally learn how to cook instant noodle! and thats..
unbelieveable!

yeh, some one pity me pls? thank you, thank you for waking me up.. you yourself also wake up at 5. thank you.

i started to realised how good to have your own transport to work. it save alot of time and effort. i used to wake up late, but now. maybe after this 2 week, i will appreciate things that i have to use it daily. when im taking public transport today. i got time to think, to think about lots of stuffs. i can look around, i can see alot of ppl. i feel like sharing with you, i dont know why. but i dont want you to xian me fan, cos those things are not important. for example. i saw those blanga, they look really xin ku. they have to wake up every morning worrying that they might not get onto the bus. they worried about not enough money to send home. i dont know why i feel that they are ke lian. is there something wrong with me or what.. i dont know...i hope i can help them, i wish someday ill become billionaire. i swear i promise i will buy alot alot of clothes and foods for them!

today, i called the nurse as you reminded me to. i asked if she can check my scan result for me. but she told me that the doctor says its better for me to go down to see her and discuss about it. so i guess ill go on the 7th sept. i hope i got some good result.

im happy to see that you posted again. yeh, was shocked too. today you never study much right? so tml before you go for dinner and movie, i hope you will put in some effort to study, dont talk so much already. exam is coming real soon. anyway jus to let you know, i have to reach tiong bahru at 1pm tml..

hey, i ate alot too jus now. after eat cai fan, i think i still can squeeze in some. so i ordered wantan mee. the aunt attitude very bad. i thought 2.50 so i was counting the coins as i want to pay her 5.50. and she jus say " 3 dollar you give me coin for what?" haha, anyway, i didnt care much. the mee also not very nice. but i almost finish it. well, after that guess what? my tummy is bursting.

to me, your weight is acceptable as long as you're under 500kg! so now you're not fat ok! jus eat la, if you never eat you wont be you right? hehe..
oh ya, dont be angry for too long ok, try to cool down asap cos you can only think normally after cooling down. right? lets us both try to be alittle more patience.. :)

last, so proud for what! anyway you should join your dad company cos you got talent..i got a name for you, you shall be called "PEST WARRIOR".
study hard ok pest warrior.


i am happy to have you too..

So kelian ah!!!!
Wake up at 5am today huhhhhhhhh. Leave house at 6am huhhhhhhh. When someone can sleep till 6.10am the most and go work.. I was shock when I receive 6 friggin msg from you! But i'm happyyyyyy! :D Peng! Those ppl are not kelian lah, that is their normal face. next time I make the same expression as them, get up the bus desperately, make sure you pity me ah! I'm going to make the kelian face out the 'Money Transfer' shop at jp! Then slowly have a wide smile when you increase the $$. Hahahahahaha. Gian peng ttm. I KNOW. OK. OK. OK.

I like long post ok, UNCLE. Wo xi huan.

I had Mac today, YUM YUM! But after eating I feel that smth is wrong with my throat. SHITTZZZZZZZ! Trying to drink lots of water alrd! Anyway, can you pls pls pls pls pls control the mouth of mine?!!!! I feel that i'm a PIG. I can't stop eating, keep eating then complain fat fat fat. Wah! I cannot stand the way I am. So annoying x100000000000! Hahahahahahaha. I can feel that fats are piling up, layer and layer of thick fats arnd me. Buay tahan leh! I had Fish soup for dinner, alot, a big bowl. I felt so full at that moment, but few mins later, my stomach is open for more food. So, Magnum just entered my mouth and satisfy my stomach. FAT TTM!

OK! I just told Sheryl i'm going to study defination before I go to bed! I MUST DO IT! Hahahahahaha.

Anyway, I want to be proud again for a killing a damn huge cockroach in my bedroom! SO BRAVE! HUAHUAHUAHUAHUA!

Hi sharon, its been long time since we posted something.
its good to see that you are busy studying nowaday and its progressing. no matter how slow you are as long as you dont give up. jus keep focusing like how you did this few days ok! wo jing shen shang zhi chi ni!

Yeh woohoo! finally got my class 2! its ok sharon, dont be sorry! i can see your effort and it already enough silly! you wished me you remember? i hope you will always be there to wish me cos your good luck is powerful! till now, no matter what happened. whenever you wish me good luck i'll get thru it. see! thank you sharon!

oh yeh, you know how shocked and how disappointed i am when i finished the test route and found out that i have actually forgotten to tie my helmet! what a careless mistake right! luckily never fail! if not i think ill throw the helmet away! bad helmet! never remind me to tie him! hehe~
well, i guess ill not be buying any bike at the moment cos you know, its tooo too too expensive that maybe i have to eat grass for my everyday meals. you know which part of the grass in singapore is nicer? perhaps i can consider buying one then =p

lets talk about "su"! you see sharon, this kind of ppl, we shall jus ignore them. they wont be in your life for too long, they wont be participating in those daily activities that you will be doing. yeh! a passerby! even passerby is better than her right? so well, jus be happy!

Today, is a un un un un lucky day for me, you should know why already right?! redddd light! im going to take a hammer and walk to the traffic light outside the camp! and im going to! say "sorry for not stopping when you are red." haha! nevermind, let me see hows the feel like going to work without bike. treat it as a punishment for bullying a traffic light.

lastly, i pray that oct will come soon. thank you for reading my long uncle story.

Oh yah, I CAN' WAIT FOR OCTOBER TO COME! <3

你好！

Congratulation for getting your license!

Walau!!!! Dunno who still, dunno will pass not, read 20, 24 and 31 alrd! Obviously your number over lah Peng! YOU PASS! CONGRATS! Lancome confirm pass! :D

Hahahahahaha. Btw, I still love Kookie Monster, sooooooooooooooooooooo niceeeeeeeeeeeeee, I likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I've been studying for the past few days in school but progressing very slow! Wah! Hate it! Hahahahahahaha. Still, I have to study no matter what.

真是对不起！I got set alarm at 6.10, but it didn't ringgggggg!

My loser classmate just called! He seriously cannot make it. From Mon till today, we everyday go sch study then he nv come, now panic say tmr study. Anyway we're not going to so we're studying together on Fri! Hahahahahahaha. Impt part is that, he can wake up and turn up then say!

Seriously I hate my manager. Kns, so irresponsible, zen tao yan ta! Maybe all the same category all act the same way? Ahahahahahahaha! Like what you say, PASSER-BY! 就是她了！

好了，再见！

It might not seem like an adventure right now but when you look back in the future, you’ll see..

YAY! I LIKE THIS PHOTO! 我喜欢! Hahahaha.

hi sharon, i jus finish bathing and i have the urge to post before i call you, so now let me start.

Today has finally come! you have no idea now long have i been waiting! i start to count down everyday. i'll start thinking how will i feel today, well, its perfect! perfect feeling, but i want, i want to feel more, more perfect than this, shall call perfectfect! nice to see you shocked, cos you look real cute when you're shock you know that? haha!

I am so xin fu to have you walking around with me in the mall and buy stuffs, to eat etc.. is like, wow, heaven!
Ok, to the baby's birthday. again, i am so happy that what da jie said, i was SHOCK when she actually said that we both look good together! great, it made my day even more better. you see, she wont tell me this for no reason! she still say if i bully you you can tell her! no ok! you are the one that will bully me! well, im happy too that the baby kissed you, so sweet. so nice! GOSH! WE FINALLY TOOK PICTURE TOGETHER, ITS LIKE TOGETHER AND FINALLY!!! im going to keep it forever!
I am worried when the day you're going chalet, i know i know, but i jus cant control it. you'll jus have to be careful ok? ill defintely go find you! cos at least i want to see that you're doing well and i hope that you wont mind..

the place is nice right?! now i know how beautiful the place is when you go with someone that are special to you! the feeling is totally different from going with mt. we shall go somewhere better than this nxt time if you dont mind. the night passes so fast! its like omg, i've waited for so long and it ended so fast?! well, it will never be enough. hey, i jus feel like holding you when i drive, it made me feel close to you and i dont feel xinku, i feel xinfu! thanks for your nugget meal and thank for feeding me! basically, thank you for everything!

"i want to kiss you" =D i will never forget this sentence!

Hi! Thank you for tonight and i really appreciate it alot.. You know that I was really surprise to see the car, really shock and couln't believe it. And i'm happy! Really! ANYWAY, IT'S IT'S ALL CAPS NOW. COZ I'M USING MY PHONE TO BLOG, AND I DUNNO WHY CANNOT CHANGE TO SMALL LETTER, UNLESS I PRESS THE SHIFT THEN TYPE. HEHE. SO PLS DUN MIND! OK! FIRSTLY, WHEN I REACH BABY'S BIRTHDAY PLACE, I WAS REALLY AWKWARD, LIKE ALL THE PPL THERE, I KNOW ONLY LESTER AND YOU, THE REST ARE ALL STRANGERS. BUT, LATER, I FOUND OUT  THAT THEY'RE FRIENDLY! HAHAHA.  I KNOW THAT YOU'RE HAPPY WITH WHAT MT'S SIS SAY.. IM HAPPY TOO! :D AND, WE WENT TO SEE PROSTITUTE AFTER THAT. REALLY A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE CHINA ONE AND THE INDONESIAN ONE.. I AM HAPPY THAT YOU BROUGHT ME TO THE BRIDGE! IT'S BEAUTIFUL! I LOVE IT! HAHAHAHAAHA. IN CONCLUSION, TONIGHT IS WONDERFUL, AND I REALLY WANT TO THANK YOU. THANK YOU FOR ALL THOSE THAT YOU'VE DONE FOR ME, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT ALOT. THANK YOU! I LIKE IT WHEN YOU DRIVE AND HOLD MY HAND, EVEN THOUGH I FEEL THAT YOU'LL BE A LITTLE XIN KU. HEHE. JUST REALLY THANK YOU, I APPRECIATE IT AND I'M TOUCHED! I REALLY WANT TO TELL SOMEONE HOW HAPPY I AM NOWWWWWWW! HAHAHAHAHAHA. CALLED SHANNON BUT SHE'S PLAYING GAME! WTH.. SO I DIDN'T TOLD HER. SHE SAY SHE'LL CALL ME BACK LATER. OH YAH! AND WE TOOK PICTURE TOGETHER! THAT WILL BE THE FIRST PICTURE! BUT IT'S WITH JASMINE.. ): BUT IT'S OK! HEHE. ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE MY FEELING NOW : 'BLESSED!' THANK YOU! 

YO WASSSUP!

How is the song? is it nice?
I hope the song is nice or soso, dont say not nice ah!

Blood Pledge eh? omg, the blood that is pumping to my heart seems slow, i think i shall call it Blood Lost, Blood Pump? hehe!

You know, when we were eating MCdonald, i cant stand the smell of the fries! omg, make ppl feel like sneezing! it dont seem like you are affected by it. Dont say that my nose are weak! cos its normal to have this feeling of sneezing! you, you are the one that is abnormal! :p hey, ive been to AMK hub! is like wow, nv been there before! like kampong boy lor.. im happy that you are the one who went there with me when it was my 1st time! cool right! so big. i like it when i can made you laugh till your stomach hurt! hehe!

Well, times passes so fast when i was with you, is it normal or? i hope we can buy a time machine that can stop time in FAIRPRICE XPRESS! HEHE!

Its not fat, its not fat! how many time must i say! haha, are you thinking too much? jus average you know, but if think that you have to slim down abit, its ok. jus try to slim down. you can slim down, but dont starve yourself ok! well, that cant be true cos you! your hobby is? EAT!

Im looking very forward to friday, too forward that i look to the friday nxt yr :D oops..

Blood Pledge

This movie is nice right! Hahaha. Not very scary but we're frightened.. Unlike other ghost movies, this movie wouldn't make me think of it when i'm home and afraid of looking at the mirror when i'm inside the toilet. I like it coz it's abut friendship, and I like the last part of the movie(:

Today is Sunday AGAIN! I hate it, coz I have school tmr and it's Math, ON MONDAY. I dun like.. How sucky school can be with 3 hours of Math?
And i'm spending alot on food ----> gain weight -----> fatness! Damn.. I want to jianfei! Hehe. I hope I can make it.. So dun say that eating is my hobby anymore coz I dun want it to be in my 'hobby list'! :>
I LOVE SUNDAY! My words are contradicting right? I love it coz it's a day for me to nua! I didn't skip today, not that hardworking to exercise to lose weight! In turn, my cousin, my sis and I we went to jp for lunch and we bought cakes! We bought a slice from Bakerzin, Four leave and Fiesta! YUMMY! Alright! Shall admit that eating is my hobby!(:

Hahahahahahahaha! BYEEEEEEEEE!

I, I was the lonely one
Wondering what went wrong.
Why love had gone and left me lonely?
I,I was so confused With feeling like I just being used.
Then you came to me and my loneliness left me.
I used to think I was tied to a heart-ache.
That was the heart break but now that I've found you.

Even the nights are better
Now that we're here together
Even the nights are better
Since I've found you. Oh, oh oh

Even the days are brighter
When someone you love's beside ya.
Even the nights are better Since I've found you.

You, you knew just what to do'cause you have been lonely too.
Just show me how to ease the pain.
And you

Did more than mend a broken heart.'cause now you've made a fire start.
And I, I can see that you feel the same way.
I never dream there'll be someone to hold me until you told me.
And now that I've found you.

Even the nights are better Now that we're here together
Even the nights are better
Since I've found you. Oh, oh oh
Even the days are brighter When someone you love's beside ya.
Even the nights are better Since I've found you.
I never dream there'll be someone to hold me until you told me.
And now that I've found you.

*Even the nights are better
When someone you love's beside ya.
Even the days are brighter Since I've found you.

Hello, i jus finish bathing and i want to blog, i want to at least reply you and let you know that i read the post that you posted. aww, i've met you 2 times today! thanks god you know?! Best wednesday ever! today is the 1st day when we are all able to go home at 12! actually i dont feel a thing when i recieved this news, cos i know there is still stuff which i haven even finish. but well, i still went home! hehe, never thought of seeing you today, never thought of eating ice cream with you today, and i never thought that i can actually see you 2times a day! you know what does all this mean?! it means..Life is full of surprise! and you..


YOU ARE MY BIGGEST SURPRISE!

hao bu she de ni ohhh..

THANK YOU FOR THE HELLO KITTY! :D

WHAT?! Can you tell me that's you're healthy again?! You woke at at 2pm plus, nua, bathe and go westmall eat KFC, NOT READ BOOKS OK!

Hahahahaha! This shows that my surprise work coz you're surprised!
OMGGGG! And you danced! See you in STOMP! The 十二楼 and passer-by and the ppl staying in 2nd storey was looking at you! And I was laughing like mad.. Today when I was taking the train, I remembered how you dance, your hand movement and you shaking your hip as if the road is the dance floor, and I laughed! Luckily I controlled, if not i'll look like an idiot.. Hehe.
Today i'm having my fav prac and math! Hahahahaha! I skipped math, and go for prac earlier..
Alright! I'm going for my prac now! BYEEE!!!
Hope to see you soon(:

YEH YEH, Nua day is only for people like you! its different for me, its like a healthy day for me :P i exercise in the morning at 8, after that i went to eat vegetarian food, and follow by a gym. then after i headed to west mall library to read some books, and yeh lastly i went to the park and have some fresh air! as if..............

Sharon, today is a bad day! im busy whole day and i thought i can see you in the evening, but cant cos of the stupid training! im so hungry, tired and i miss you. i am soooo fed up you know. hehe! but i will never use my anger on you. you know why!? cos i jus cant bear to talk to you like that! HEHE!

I reach your house downstair and i cant see you in your balcony. and you should know where i see you! HEHE! you really surprise me ok! my heart is like POMMM POMM POMM! POMMMMMMMMMM, and still POMMMMING. i love it when i can hug you, when i can feel you. i jus feeeeeeel great! Greatest!

you know when i reach mac, im still thinking about you. i keep thinking how i felt when i was with you, i keep wanting to recall back the feeling. and omg, i didnt get receipt. haha! i feel very clumsy! you make me clumsy ok! you you you, you are the one! ok nvm, im jus happy! im happy that i can think of you and forget about the receipt! i go bathe already la, if not my hunk smell is getting stronger..



Even if its very embarrassing, i still want to dance for you.

HELLO! Today is Sunday and is a total 'nua' day.. Right?
We saw each other ugly site- haven bathe yet.. Hahahahaha.

Let me tell you.. This week is a 'fast food' week and I feel fat now..
I have Mac for 3 days, 1 day of KFC and 1 day of Burger King.. OH MY.. So in conclusion, 1 week, 7 days, I had 5 days of fast food. KILL ME! BUT! I had a healthy lunch ytd with you! Had Subway and feel so fat-free however there are! Haha. Even though ytd was short, but I like it, it's not bored ok!(:
Amanda said that she was shock when you asked her whether your hair is ok.. She said that she was thinking who are you! After I met her, without any plan, we went to have our nails done! And I like the colour.. Even though it wasn't as nice as the 3D one that you saw, but it's still nice COZ IT'S ON ME! HOHOHOHOHOHO! :D

Alright! I got to prepare to go out for dinner! Thank god that my parent called, if not one more day of fast food! Fatness ttm.. See you soon! BYE!!

So dangerous! why didnt tell me yesterday! next time if they are near you jus walk away, in case ok.

Cut down on buying clothes! buy buy buy! not that you cannot buy, but when you are getting it, jus think twice.. you should set up a blog shop too. you can try sell those clothes that you dont want. is it easy to set up in the 1st place?

thanks god its friday, today is a busy day for me after 430, everything have to rush, everything have to do myself. ok nvm. i want to talk about you, i think you should not always complain on how boring the lesson are. even if you are feeling bored, try to learn something, learn a few things so that you wont so call waste your time in school. try ok.. one day learn one new things can already, its enough already.

As long as you'll apply insect repellant, any type or brand will do! Hahaha.
Yah! Finally I met you again.. In the morning I was still telling Amanda that it's going to be a week since I met you, and few hours later you ask me out! Hahahahahahahaha

Today when I was buying rojak at Clementi, I witness a fight. AN AUNTY FIGHT. Because just behind the rojak stall is 'tutu kueh' and 'popiah' stall. I dunno why the tutu kueh aunty so angry with the popiah ah mah then she just splash the bucket of water at the ah mah.. The ah mah so pitiful! She was making her popiah halfway, so she and the popiah is wet! After that, the tutu kueh aunty took a metal rod and try to hit the ah mah! So scary.. So, the ah mah took her phone out and make a call.. I think she calle the police coz when we're leaving we saw police. Scary right!

Anyway, what I said ytd I really dun mean it ok! Dun take it to heart!
I'm happy to see you ytd! <3

Pick your choice

Hey, im so happy to see you, the feeling is so great. its been 3 days, and i jus dont know when i can see you again till 30th! i dont want to wait anymore so i decided to try my luck and ask you out. At last i can see you.. i just want to tell you again how great that feeling is! its like someone lifting the stone away in my heart!

sorry that i talk like that in that msg, i was only joking. and i feel somehow unhappy about it. i dont know why will i feel that way even though i know you're joking. i cant control and the heart jus sinked.

just now when i was riding home, i keep thinking about it, and the ans that i got is that you're really important to me. really important that even though i know its a joke yet im unhappy. its ok though, cos when i 1st see you jus now. everything from grey turn into colours. i just feel like smiling when i see you, and when i hold your hand i felt like "ohhhh finally im holding it again"..

yeh... thats how i feel..

<3

Hate those 'Flies' ttm! EWWWWWW!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

im happy that you can feel how i felt! :)

goodnight..

IT COMES NATURALLY

HELLO~

Yes, it's natural, right? Oh man! I still can't get over it but have to accept that it happened and it's natural..

Haha. What you mean the name suits me, like what kindergarden eat lollipop? You just want me to trip and choke with the Lollipop and my teeth will drop. GREAT.. TOO BAD! I'M SHARON! Not Anabelle. There goes your imagination, GONE! Hahahahahaha!

I'm happy too! Even just for an hour like today(: Like how you accompanied me for lunch/ dinner when I work. THANK YOU! I am happy what you're happy too! :D We are happy! Happy ppl! Lame..

Oh yah! You asked me what's so funny about the lame thing me and my sis laughed at right! I'll tell you! It's lame, but it's funny, only to my sis and I, so I dunno whether you'll find it funny..

Anyway, we're laughing coz I started saying every word with only the letter infront. Like, ' you very fat coz you eat eat eat' Then i'll say 'you very F coz you E E E'. Then we're laughing damn loud in bakery shop coz my mummy choosing bread. Then the girl inside the shop laugh very loud and look at us. Then I said, ' 他们 J 因为我 P then 我们 LOL' Which means they Jealous I Pretty then we Laugh Out Loud. Aiyah! you see! it's not funny like that, coz you're not there to feel it! And see it! Anyway, this is L. (lame) HAHAHAHAHA.

Alright! You just finish watchign Twilight and i'm going to switch off my laptop soon coz we'll hear each other soon!

Oh yah! And i'm shocked that my face is in inside this blog, my big face.. Hahahaha.

Ok Bye! TTYS! (talk to you soon)

13hours

Hi sharon, i wanted to post before i go bathe, i want to tell you i want to let you know how i feel today. basically i jus feel very happy. too happy that time pass so fast. i cant believe that 13 hours jus pass like that! Omg, scary right?

I am happy that i can have mac breakfast with you, I am happy that i met Amanda normal today. I am happy that we went to the museum! i am happy that when we are looking at the photos we share the same thought of which photo is nice! i am happy that we can see how ppl live and how ppl look like in the past! i am happy that we daydream of going back to the past to eat their breakfast. i am happy that we hold hands while listening to those songs. i am happy to watch movie with you. i am happy! i am jus happy, happy to see you, happy to spend time with you! Happy to see you again tml. Goodnight sharon.

Thank you Sharon. thank you for holding my hand even though my palm is sweating. <3

Lastly, i like my last finger nail =)


I am missing you..

OMG, i am very angry now. i used my phone to post. and when i type alot of stuff, it closed the internet explore! so mad now!
ok now, i try to recall what i've type.
im starting again ar!

Im sorry to keep you waiting jus now. i was already on my way home when you called.
WOOOW, you actually screen shot it! this is the 1st time im trying to post using my phone. so you can count yourself lucky! yet things turning out wrongly. i typed so many stuff yet non of them is save in the draft!

i was saying that i am very excited about tml. oh no, i mean later! i am soo excited till i cant sleep, i finally wait till this day! you know how long i've been waiting!? How i count down each day? nerd! IM GOING SEE YOU SOON!
ok, about the virus, the virus come to you is because you are weak! you are totally weak sharon! i think you should start to build up yourself, you should go jogging starting from next monday! you should jog to school! hehe!

I am worried in the afternoon when you told me that you are going to swim. but its ok, i will still support you, cos i know you will be happy to swim with shannon! i will always support you no matter what, but of cos you have to do what is right. right? as long as you are happy im happy!

OH GREAT, maybe she gave you that name for a reason? you suit that name! :P sound like those kindergarden kids. Like those running around with lollipop with no brain! hehe! joking joking! lets see how amanda will react when she see me later! AND BTW! my name is peng handsome! is PENG HANDSOME! comon, you know how to call me, right?! :)

Alright im going to bed now, im going to try hard to fall asleep even tho im tired! i want to see you asap! I MISS YOU ALOT SHARON! hope you can feel it! haha! goodnight!

AWWWWWW!

Look what you've said! Surprising to see this here? Hahahaha. SMART RIGHT!

Anyway, I want to make a stand for myself! Not because i'm naughty and I deserve those ulcer ok! Give me a choice, I would rather not have it! It's the virus prefer me and look for me, not I look for the virus. Not I like Mcwings, ask McDonald why will they have Mcwing first.. You see! All is because I 人见人爱 ok!!! :D

The point is! Those ulcer seems to disappear one by one, but they still exist! Hahahahahahaha. Nvm, they'll be gone one day..

Hey! THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY! AND TMR IS SAT! SEE YOU! :D

Haha! Excited to see Amanda tmr? Oh yah! You know what, Amanda calls me Anabelle. Wth? All because of you! You call her Amanda and she calls me Anabelle! You BRYAN UGLY!

My day is short and fun and school's boring!

I went swimming with Shannon(another Amanda) and we talk more than we swim.. Hahahaha. It's not really swimming, it's like catch up time. We sat at the Jacuzzi place and talk for almost an hour, then we went to swim. Swam awhile then we hungry alrd so we went to bathe and eat!

So, that's my day!

Tmr will be even fun, coz tmr is Saturday(:

"I MISS YOU EVERYDAY!"

Well, this sentence always make me happy and it will make me miss you.
Ok, let me tell you, those ulcer that you had, its a punishment for you being naughty, for being a mcwing lover. Those ulcer will teach you that you cant mess with them! HAHA! and! Those ulcer taught me that i will feel heartache when you are suffering! tao yan! It made me feel sad when i cant talk to you at night, it made me feel sad when you cant eat anything! I hope that you will control when you are not feeling well next time..

WOO, saturday is coming! I cant wait anymore, how i wish today is friday, but nvm! tml! one more day, one more day to endure only! you know how excited i am?! Flea! Museum, and SHARON! here i come! wait for me!

HAAAA, cannot imagine the day i meet Amanda normal.. I wonder how will she react when she 1st see me. Nervous wor, like shy wor. nono, is shy, im a cool and shy guy, you know it right? anyway, you can call me bryan handsome now if you dont mind.. well nvm, cut that Bryan away, call me "Penggg Handsome".. it sound way so better!

Last night till this morning, i cant stop thinking about you! i like it, i like the feeling! cos .... i felt somehow Xinfu! :p

OK LA, I GO BATHE ALREADY, IF NOT ILL BE SMELLING LIKE YOU. YUCK!

"I'm an ultimate lousy shooter today"

OK! Let me tell you.. Those ulcer I have, are freaking painful. It's not on my lips, it's on my THROAT. It's not one, it's COUNTLESS!

Worst: My medicine are finishing soon and they doesn't really seem that they want to disappear..

HOW WONDERFUL!

Anyway, i've been eating alot again ytd and today coz the medicine can actually reduce the pain and I can swallow easier(: All those food are for the past few day's loss.. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Ytd we had Gelare waffles after school with classmate! Laugh like mad! And today had Sakae Sushi with 'Amanda'. LOVE FOOD.

School's fun and funny(:

MEET 'AMANDA'!

Hahahaha. That's funny! You call my friends Amanda, and their reaction are the same. They were like' huh(look at me), who's Amanda'. And you actually said you're Handsome to Amanda! OMG!

Haha!

Good luck to your practical today!

Yay! Webcam later(:

"cos i keep missing you"

Peng: I am a very lousy shooter
Me: Why?
peng: Coz I'm missing you

OMG! I dunno what's your brain is made up with to think of this! Hahahahaha.

I miss you(:

You know why Sunny Strawberry is not so nice jus now? Cos it is not sunny, you should try it on sunny sunday. the feeling is totally different! haha. Today wasted hor? The place where we want to eat is close. I dont know why. but its ok, cos i get to try the handmade noodle. I wonder what jacky chan ate that time? Maybe he didnt eat anything, he jus take pic thats all!

OHH, Ya, we took the wrong bus, we are so blur, we are too happy to think that if the bus is going to the correct destination. but its ok ah, cos now we know what bus to take if we want to go eat ice cream again. Right?

Lets go eat Satay soon, we shall go clementi next time! okok, i have to stop, cos my sis is nagging too much. she want to use the comp le. lastly, I MISS YOU SHARON..

Sunny Strawberrry is nice! Kookie Monster is nice too! But I prefer Kookie Monster coz it's chocolate ice cream with chunk of brownies/ cookies. Supposedly is cookies, so let's assume that it's cookies! Hahaha. I can't believe that we happily board the bus in the end is the wrong direction! All of the bus you took look the same hor, coz that's the new bus! Hehe. I'm happy that we finally ate the ice cream and we walked around the estate, look at the nice and big but not cosy house.. And yes! My mouth got hole ok! You so bad! You laughed at me when the ice cream dripped on my shirt.. ): Anyway, i'm SO NOT AFFECTED! Hahahahahahahaha. I love to have hole on my mouth!

I've got so much to tell you, but I dunno what to say..
I've got so much hidden feelings, but I dunno how to show..
You know, it's great to walk with you, and I realise we talk non-stop.. Will we have nothing more to say next time?
Anyway, I'M HAPPYYYYYY!
I hope I can always feel this way, not only happy, but the sweetness in it. Hahahahahahahaha.

Thank you for the heart! :D

Hi SHARON.

Although today is monday, and there are alot of bluess... im still happy, and i like today!

1st, I am happy that you called this morning to wake me up! i smiled when i saw " Sharon calling "

2nd, I am happy that you passed your math test. by luck or what i dont care cos you still passed it.

3rd, I am happy that now we both know what Annoying Orange is all about, omg, it look so retard and ANNOYING " HEY APPLE!" " HEY APPLE!" " HEY APPLE!" " HEY APPLE!"

4th, I am happy that we ate our dinner together, dont worry. ill bring you to eat nice prata some day! Im sure it will be better than the one you ate just now.

5th, I am happy that we walk after our dinner.. if one day, there is no plane and we had to walk to USA, I will. Cos i really enjoy every single steps. With you..

6th, I am happy that we can still have dinner together tomorrow, and that means! i will like Tuesday too! You've lighten my tomorrow with today!

Thank You!
Everything happen for a reason.

If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
And maybe i'm not ready
But I'll try for your love..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
You know you really shock me when I saw you alighting your bike and taking your helmet out just now! It's really so unexpected and SHOCKING! Shocking is the word man!!! Hahahaha! But i'm happy! I'm happy that you came and i'm happy that you hugged me. Hehehehehehehehehehehehe!

And please! That blood test is for your own good ok!!!! So dun say that because of me you'll take it. IT'S BECAUSE OF YOURSELF! Oh yah! You shivered! I can really feel you shivering when the nurse wipe that thing and poke the needle! (ooppss! Is it supposed to be a secret?) Dun be scared, i'm here! :D
I want to watch movie with you again too! Toy Story 3 not nice meh? Not bad mah, they can move leh.. Haha. But a bit lame.. But it's still nice! DUN THANK ME! please.. thank me for what, I want to, and willingly..

Yah lor, heng ah, that stupid scheme is gone! I think i'm lame.. Coz I initiate it. Hehe. Me too! I can't sleep, feel so uncomfortable not talking to you before I sleep.. Then i'll go fan Sheryl and Shannon, ask them sleep alrd not. Hahahaha. Great! Everything's back!

You know! That excitement is still in me! omg!
Yay! Friday is great! I LOVE FRIDAY!

HAAAAAAAAAALLOOOOO Sharon! Anxious to read ahhh! When you're with your friend you should accompany them ma!

Today, when i 1st saw you, i saw your eye, it look sore.. I felt that you should rest more. i want you to rest more. BUT BUT BUT! I am so happy today! Im glad that you came! you gave me faith, courage and the most importantly, HUG! haha! You know, i really dont want to do the blood test cause im really scare of needle! But when you agreed to hug me, omg, what im thinking that even 10 needles also not a problem! hahaaaa!

Hey, you know this few day when we didnt talk much on the phone and didnt msg much, i cant sleep well, i dreamt about you almost every night. i cant do my things well.. i feel like telling you that i cannot take it anymore, its so hard to endure. i want to know what are you doing, did you take your meal, did you drink lots of water. did you sleep early, and how are you doing.. im happy that you still think of me, you still miss me. it keep me motivated to keep enduring!

I didn't mean you make u mad last night! Sorry Tai hou! Tai hou wan sui wan sui wan wan sui!

Finally met shannon, can tell that she is a good friend!! Although i feel shy and abit paiseh, i still enjoy listening to the conversation that you all had! haha!

Lets go watch movie again ok! You know! i love to sit in a theatre with you.
Thank you again Sharon!

When life gave me a hundred reasons to cry, you gave me a thousand reasons to smile!

Hey, dont be sad anymore, as i told you everything happened for a reason. I'm sure alot of guys will accept it, not only me.

Yesterday was fun, even tho i didn't make you laugh much. but going out with you was great. It was my 1st time to singapore river with a lady. haha! 1st time trying that ice cream, well it was good. But not as nice as the sunny strawberry.

Thought of asking you out today, but nvm. Other day bah.
sorry to go over last night, i know it was late but i jus want to make sure that you are ok.
dont have to scare that you will give me wrong idea anymore. jus be yourself.


Life will still goes on no matter what. jus have to accept it and live on..

I'm glad that i've told you, to let you know..
I'm relieve..
Thank you for accepting(:

Anyway, 'sea salt caramel' is great right! Looking forward to try 'sunny strawberry'. Wonder how wonderful it taste like..
HAHAHAHA.

HELLLLOOOOO

Hi, i know, i know. i can tell that you are happy. I am happy too. Very happy. I'm so sorry about yesterday, i shouldn't talk like that. its rude and i made you unhappy. As i promised, i wont ever talk to you like that again. Never. NEVER again! Swearrrrr..

You know, i want to participate in everything you do. The times that i spent with you on saturday is just not enough. Im greedy, i will always ask for more. There are still things which we haven do together, we still haven go for kite, movie, ice cream. Even if we have finish doing all those thing, i will want to do it over and over again just with YOU or i will still find something new for us to do together!

Whenever you're around the clock is like ticking a hour by a hour. It seem so godddd dammmm fast!

I like your "Wor"
I like you when u Sa jiao
I like to see you smile
I like touching your cheeek
I like your voice when you just woke up
I like it when you tell me you miss me
I like when im the1st person that you think of when you jus woke up
I like your "heart"
I like the msg that you sent telling me you're in arcade
I like to hear you sneeze
I like the moment when we joke about "terrorist"
I like the way you say "ni hen huai"
I like missing you
I like to know more about you
And i just like everything that you do.

Oh ya and
i like your last sentence!

HIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm happy, are you? (:
I'm happy that we met, that we went for lunch together during my break, that we went out T-O-G-E-T-H-E-R! :D
SO, we've done part of what we wanted to do! At least we went to pray..
Hahahaha.
OMG! I dunno what to say, I'M JUST HAPPY! And I hope that you're happy too(:

I like the way you try to hold me close to you when it's crowded, when you know it's wrong/ awkward to hold me so you hold my bag instead of my hand or my shoulder.
I like the way you're worried about me when I cross the road without looking. IT'S DANGEROUS! Peng, I know, thank you(:
I JUST LIKE HOW YOU TREAT ME. <3

But ytd, you make me a little unhappy, a little only.. So dun have to be guilty and feel bad ok, coz I know that you dun mean it and you won't do it again(:

I'm looking forward to everything in my life with you..

Do you know that missing someone is very xinku?
I am very xinku now..
although im feeling xinku, yet im happy that i got someone that im willing to miss.

Hi

When i was having my dinner just now, i was thinking of eating that ice cream after my meal. Remember the ice cream that i've told you? The place is at clementi, and the name of the ice cream that i like its called " Sunny Strawberry". It has a cool name and the ice cream is nice, whenever i taste it, it seem like there is no more stress and i feel good! Hey. we shall go there one day ok? I want to bring you there. To eat the ice cream, to smile with me..

Its good to know that you are trying hard to study now, so no matter what happen tml. You wont feel as bad as the 1st paper because that paper you really never study!
I hope tml the paper will be easy and you will msg me with some gd news. Oh nvm, i dont really expect gd news, but at least not something like " oh im dead ".

Do you know i enjoy listening to your voice when you 1st woke up? Yes i really enjoyed it, i like to call you in the morning just to wake you up! I hope i can hear your wake-up voice as long as you let me to.

Ok next, there are times where i think that im not good enough for you, or maybe you deserve someone better. Yet i still want you no matter what. I will study hard and work real hard to catch up with you! Hey, i want to tell you that i am really really glad that you dont want to treat me as a rebound. thank you. thank you very much.

OH YA If you choose not to fall into my trick again, please still tell me that you miss me whenever you feel like telling me ok? Dont stop letting me know just because i didnt trick you. Even just a simple "Heart" will make my day a colorful one.
I envy your friend that they can go movie with you tml. Lets go movie someday too ok? I want to sit inside the theater with you..

Lastly, dont call this my blog cause i dont want it to be just my blog.
Its our blog...

i miss you very much Sharon

Me

I am just like the sun and you the flower. I’ll provide sunlight for you to blossom. Sometimes, clouds will prevent me from reaching you. But, you’ll know that I’m always trying to reach you. Just wait for the clouds to clear if you can’t receive my sunlight.